Sometimes

Its been days since we last spoke even longer since I've seen you, I hear this is tough for some people, I block out everything now, whats left is the memory of your face but all it takes is the thought of this distance for it to flood back And I start reliving the best of our days...
See sometimes I'm sure you're over me, I keep tellin myself that all my bullshit has finally caught up to me. I say I wanna see you happy and I'm alright with letting you go but sometimes I lean on the plans we made and keeping you is all I know.
So I start clicking on your Facebook just to keep up with everything you write on it, so I ask myself why don't I just call you. I guess am being honest...
Sometimes I stare at your number telling myself not to call it, so I just play back the audio clips just to listen to you talking...
And here's me thinking I couldn't be a jealous lover.. that's a good lie, coz you happy with your... yeah but... you get the picture...
But that's sometimes...
Coz sometimes I talk to other people just to get my mind off you, I'm sitting here thinking letting you be single will make sense but that's sometimes...
Coz there's always something that brings me back to how you make me feel and sometimes I sit here blamin myself, how do I end up screwin it all over again, what do I need to change by myself and sometimes I think... nah.. I lost out on you.. I ask too many questions and if anything I should just let you be free...  and sometimes I feel what we have is very special and I don't think you and I could ever find another us ever again... then I think about bein replaced and think every relationship must be the same...
Sometimes I think I over think it too much I never really speak out these things I don't have people too trust... and sometimes I think the only way we can get back together is if we get over each other first.. I know but sometimes it makes sense....
Sometimes I delete your number, but I know your number off by heart so it ends up in my phone anyway... Sometimes...
Sometimes I sit here thinking about you and I wonder if you are thinking about me.. and then I think no she'll probably be happy without me...
Sometimes I feel like we should talk about this but it's not that easy.. Sometimes I wonder if you notice it at all, the times when I don't say anything.. times when I don't call... don't let me have time to myself coz that's when I think of you the most... late at night when we should be on the phone, the mornings feel weird coz we haven't spoke...
I'm starting to relate to songs that I once thougt were just poor musically... everyone keeps telling me that we've got a happy ending and sometimes I believe it, sometimes I don't...
A million memories non of them I've let past, those times we felt like we'll be together forever I won't let it be over not that fast...
For us there will always be a happy ending but sometimes I wish you said it more... Sometimes I can justify it, sometimes I can't... Sometimes the guys tell me I should get over you but you know I can't...
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes...
Sometimes I wasn't wrong,  sometimes you were.. but no matter how complicated life gets I know we'll get over it... and I hope you feel the same way too... and I just pray that we have a beautiful future......