Forever Yours

Lonely nights don't come cheap, but with memories of a love I hold deep. I sit here all alone thinking about your smile, I can't count the days I know it's been a while...
Everywhere I go seems crowded with your face, is it your eyes? Or just that amazing grace. 
Another sleepless night goes by, and all I wish is to be by your side, I laugh to myself on jokes we once shared, still fresh in my mind, so old but still clear..
I close my eyes and all I see is you, I was kissed by an angel to hold my breath till my lips turned blue..
The feelings I have will forever remain true, coz even when you're gone, I'm always thinking of you...

Phone calls and text messages bring you closer to me, but this distance without you I don't think I could ever be. As happy as I am with the girl of my dreams, I can't believe an angel fell in love with me...
I count days as minutes since I last saw your face,  it's been 396000 minutes, am I crazy? Or just crazy inlove...
I still smell you on my sheets, how I wish everything smelled like this...
I chase shadows in the dark hopin it'll be you, just to realise I'm chasing the wrong clues..
So I close my eyes and all I see is you, I was kissed by an angel to hold my breath till my lips turned blue..
The love I have for you will forever remain true, coz when you are not here I'll only love you...

I see you in my thoughts and dreams, even when I'm awake so real it seems, though you're not here with me, soon I know you'll be..
You have my heart in your hands, no one will ever understand.
You're my stars and my moon, being with you will come true soon..
And when you sleep, keep my thoughts in heart, nothing in this world will keep us apart..
I close my eyes and all I see is you, I was kissed by an angel to hold my breath till my lips turned blue..
You and I will forever remain true, because I will only love you

Sometimes

Its been days since we last spoke even longer since I've seen you, I hear this is tough for some people, I block out everything now, whats left is the memory of your face but all it takes is the thought of this distance for it to flood back And I start reliving the best of our days...
See sometimes I'm sure you're over me, I keep tellin myself that all my bullshit has finally caught up to me. I say I wanna see you happy and I'm alright with letting you go but sometimes I lean on the plans we made and keeping you is all I know.
So I start clicking on your Facebook just to keep up with everything you write on it, so I ask myself why don't I just call you. I guess am being honest...
Sometimes I stare at your number telling myself not to call it, so I just play back the audio clips just to listen to you talking...
And here's me thinking I couldn't be a jealous lover.. that's a good lie, coz you happy with your... yeah but... you get the picture...
But that's sometimes...
Coz sometimes I talk to other people just to get my mind off you, I'm sitting here thinking letting you be single will make sense but that's sometimes...
Coz there's always something that brings me back to how you make me feel and sometimes I sit here blamin myself, how do I end up screwin it all over again, what do I need to change by myself and sometimes I think... nah.. I lost out on you.. I ask too many questions and if anything I should just let you be free...  and sometimes I feel what we have is very special and I don't think you and I could ever find another us ever again... then I think about bein replaced and think every relationship must be the same...
Sometimes I think I over think it too much I never really speak out these things I don't have people too trust... and sometimes I think the only way we can get back together is if we get over each other first.. I know but sometimes it makes sense....
Sometimes I delete your number, but I know your number off by heart so it ends up in my phone anyway... Sometimes...
Sometimes I sit here thinking about you and I wonder if you are thinking about me.. and then I think no she'll probably be happy without me...
Sometimes I feel like we should talk about this but it's not that easy.. Sometimes I wonder if you notice it at all, the times when I don't say anything.. times when I don't call... don't let me have time to myself coz that's when I think of you the most... late at night when we should be on the phone, the mornings feel weird coz we haven't spoke...
I'm starting to relate to songs that I once thougt were just poor musically... everyone keeps telling me that we've got a happy ending and sometimes I believe it, sometimes I don't...
A million memories non of them I've let past, those times we felt like we'll be together forever I won't let it be over not that fast...
For us there will always be a happy ending but sometimes I wish you said it more... Sometimes I can justify it, sometimes I can't... Sometimes the guys tell me I should get over you but you know I can't...
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes...
Sometimes I wasn't wrong,  sometimes you were.. but no matter how complicated life gets I know we'll get over it... and I hope you feel the same way too... and I just pray that we have a beautiful future......